mummy ain't quite used to it...

baby asher...with the shift to stay at gong gong and po po place, we no longer spend as much time together as like before...

mummy used to bathe you every morning, sing & dance with you, tummy time with you and you get your own music & independent cosy time... ...
now, we are missing out on the routine part of it, eventhough we still do some of the activities...

for the past 2 weeks, mummy had been busy and po po has been the one taking care of you mostly during the day... ... did you miss me?

Mummy felt somewhat upset with myself...somehow felt I ain't doing my utmost for you... ...
also becos' you always seem to be sleeping here... mummy really ain't quite used to it...
just before i go out, baby you are sleeping or in the arms of gong gong or po po...and when I am back, you are again sleeping or being entertained by gong gong or po po... ...

I wasn't able to spend time with you just like before...when you belonged solely just to mummy & daddy...Taking care of you, changing diapers for you, playing with you, seemed no longer the tasks carried out by mummy for my dear baby asher... ...you no longer sleeps only in my arms...

Contradicting as it may seem...yes I know that!!
On one hand, it's great to know that you are settling down well here, with gong gong and po po taking good care of you, easing my worries of who's going to care for you when mummy ain't available for you at some times...on the other hand, mummy feels sad or maybe "neglected" by baby asher you!! :O

yes, mummy is just not used to it and understands it will take a little time to slowly adjust and make comfy.

Well, life's like that...always contradicting... ... ;P