godma finally got married!!!

29th Oct 2008 - GodMa Sann & GodPa Jon BIG BIG Day!!
Held @ Mandarin Oriental Hotel. Mummy & Uncle Chris were the Emcees for the night.
Hope mummy did a good job??

Uncle Chris, Godpa & Godma, Mummy Lindy

These are the sisters furing the day...one missing out is Auntie Elaine Key...she left with Little Ryan le...

We are the sistas!

Megan, Mummy Lindy, Auntie Jeslyn, Godma the Bride, Auntie Irene & Auntie Lynn

these were the brothers...seven dwarfs gang

there...Auntie Elaine Key, first one on the left...

Nostalgic shot huh...??

It's been a busy day for mummy being sister in the day, overall ic and emcee for the night.

BUT mummy is very very very happy for godma Sann and godpa Jon!!! So is Baby Asher!!!

Mummy Lindy says it's been great to be a part of Godma's big day and having been able to witness the joy, happiness and give abundance of blessings to the couple!

No matter how tiring it may have been, everything is worth it....for the friendship goama and mummy shares....is UNIQUE!!! Uniquely LOVE-HATE!! :D

"dearest love-hate sann,

sometimes i love you so much, sometimes i hate you so much.

on the BIG day of your life, when you become someone else's wife and begin assuming the added role of a daughter-in-law and perhaps even a mum-to-be in the future... ...

no words can describe how happy i am for you and that is why i probably dont really know what to say too...

Except to tell you that,

no matter what happens and changes, our friendship will grow together as we advances into our next stages of life together!! Be it your happiness or sorrows, please do not leave me out as I want to share every bit of it with you always and ever. "

yesterday i visited my cousins!

27th Oct Sun...
i went over to uncle felix place, had dinner and "played" with my cousins jared and Ines...

I crawled all over the living hall and managed to find my way to uncle vid's room to find daddy and everybody...with mummy following me lah...

as usual...it's nothing special....no occasion...just a dinner with family...

my new set of musical CDs has arrived!

I am such a fortunate baby!!!
Just got some new toys...and now my new set of CDs has arrived!!! I am sOooO excited!!
Mummy specially order for me .... :)

she has been wanting to add on to my music library..some CDs like Mozart Effect etc...classical ones....other than my nursery rhymes etc....but found none ideal...

Finally found this set!!
There is 4 discs....
1. Playful Baby - play for me during playtime
2.Cheerful Baby - play for me when i wake up in the morning
3.Peaceful Baby - play for me when I take my naps or when mummy reads to me
4.Sleepy Baby - play for me during my night time sleep :)

These ppl....really know how to make $$$.
;p

mummy bought some new stuffs for me!!

Today mummy bought some new toys for me!!
Our motto is to learn through play and fun!!

Although I already have a BIG RHYMING AROUND THE ALPHABET BOOK...that shows me all about ABCs...but mummy wanted to buy me one that has got touch and feel features...
so this is it...

my new touch, feel BABY ABC!
this is how it looks on the inside...
the strawberry feels rough rough...
you can feel the grainy part of it...just like a real strawberry!!

and the ducklings...has a yellow ball of fur...
really furry furry!! :)

and when it reaches "Y"...Y for YOU!! there is a MIRROR in it to show me...Baby Asher looking at the mirror in the book! So unique!

the soft building blocks on the left was purchased for me last month...

and the blocks on the right is new!

It is for me to learn shapes and colors and put into the bucket.

mummy realised she kena chopped big time the last time when she bought the soft building blocks for me...she bought at a shop in Plaza Singapura for $37.90 after 5% DC but it is selling at Toy'rUs for only $30.10 with NO DC!!! ANGRY! BOYCOT the shop in PS!!

During my bath time, mummy realised the wall seemed very empty for me... so she went to look for something to mount on the wal for me!!!

So this is it...there's a star that spins when i pour water in it, a seashell to scoop water, and a blue whale and red crab...

i love my new bath toy!! very interactive!!

Thank you mummy for being a part of my growing and learning and having fun!!!

why is mummy such an emotional freak?

often listening to a song makes me emotional...thoughts start flooding and mind begins facing up to reality... ...starts digging up issues, thoughts that could have all the while been silently hidden underneath, right underneath...

not thinking equals facing reality or not?
thinking doesnt solve anyway... sometimes. many a times.

y am i such an emotional freak? thinking so much doesnt make any difference anyway...but it just seems uncontrollable. never understood since when i started becoming a Lindy like that and never been able to remember for how long...cos' it seemed right from when i started understanding things and knowing things in life.

knowing that many things are way beyond my control makes me feel helpless...so helpless...why and why and why?

i cant change anything anyway... ... can i? did i try my best? have i tried my best? what is best?

i have always thought there's only 1 person in my life that has never failed to make me feel helpless...recently i suddenly realised...there's actually 2...yah there's 2.

how can i feel less helpless, less emotional and less afraid?

contradicting...i always thought i believed in making my own destiny...yet there are really things in life that has happened, not happened, will happen....that makes you feel everything just seemed so destined. ?????

choices we make in life, when given a choice...makes a big big big difference in perhaps so many other matters and the direct & indirect results at the end of the day...

what am i talking about?

baby...mummy missed you!

Hey baby...mummy had been naughty hor! Went KTV after wedding dinner last night and left you with daddy and popo at home. And working both full sat and sun meant i didnt have much time with you this two days...
well...mummy also need to strike a balance between baby asher you, work, family, life and fun right? ;P

godma and your mummy me...
auntie lynn and mummy lindy
auntie anna and mummy me
godma (HAHA),

uncle Lester (self-acclaimed godpa-HAHHA)

& mummy lindy

the wedding dinner of uncle shawny and melissa!

... ...while hugging you to sleep just now, i realised i missed you. I missed hugging you like that...you sleeping in my arms...and not just on the bed beside me. I was reluctant to put you back into the cot. I wanted you to just lay there and sleep soundly in my arms....

you falling asleep in my arms....

mouth wide open...
i tried to be like you...but not the least as cute...


managing a tired smile...after a hard day's work...

cousin Jodie and Us!
Baby, I love you!

when will you call me MUMMY?!

what a day today...

Today mummy let me play with my bike from uncle felix (since my full month baby shower) for the first time. :)

we also went Ikea...its been a while since i last laid in my car seat.

Mummy also finally cleared all the stuffs in my cot upstairs and i can finally play on my own inside upstairs while mummy do her stuffs....

me on my bike...

playing with the .....

watching TV?? baby bright!

still playing...

popo so happy...
first time mummy make Nestle cereal for me!!

Cousin Tiffany loved my bike..

baby bright...i like....

yummy cereal and lovely baby bright and me!!!

see how engrossed i am...
finished!!!

yo mummy...baby asher good boy

play on my own in here right? :)

i miss my cot!!!

hey mummy...look at me!

all my bears...

going to Ikea!
first time i am in the sit upright position of my car seat!

reached Ikea!

playing with this in Ikea!

waiting and waiting...

Its been a while i had such a day with mummy!!!