i am tired...

This morning 9 AM to 10AM... ...

i was napping by the cosy corner...long time i haven't been napping there...i only listen to music and rest there...

In fact, i hadn't really wake up much...just that mummy change nappy for me...and i continued to sleep... I slept from 10plus pm last night till 7am this morning, woke up for my milk milk...then continue to sleep again...that's when i started making fussy noises by 9am and mummy change nappy for me loh...

guess i am really tired since last 2 days didn't have much nap during the day time... ...

no rocking, no singing...i nap by myself...

ain't i a lovely boy?

mummy caught me smiling in my sleep...she simply love me.

happily asleep...

Poos and Pees & Nappies...

isn't it just poo? why are parents so interested in babies' poo?

becos' in our poo, could be tell-tale signs of our health and what could be wrong...if we are healthy or not...

since we are just babies, we can't tell...we can only cry or turn fussy...sometimes, something could be wrong and we ourselves don't even know it...therefore or poo, pee & nappies will be the clue to it... ...

isn't it amazing how much time & efforts mummy actually spends to inspect my nappies, record my feeding, my poos and pees...taking note of the frequency, consistency and color etc of my poo...

she says its important as she is a new mummy...proper recording helps her with her observation of my health... ... AND ... ...

my poo this morning got mummy worried again... ...

why again leh...becos' this is not the first time le. Little streaks of blood stain in my poo...
first time was on the 1st of April, 2nd time 23rd April and 3rd time this morning loh...
and seemed like more streaks each time... what is going on?

mummy asked my PD, Dr. Tan yesterday...was told to monitor... ...
possible reasons:
1. developed an anal fissure-a tear in my anus due to straining(but PD checked my anus..say ok leh, everything look fine)
2. constipation (BUT i have several poos a day leh...)
3. viral infection (BUT if this is the case, it should be consecutive poos also have blood streaks)
4. cow's milk allergy (BUT i haven't even start drinking cow's milk leh...could it be mummy drink too much cow's milk? BUT PD says unlikely leh...)

so why leh?

jab day!

Good morning!!

I am going for my jabs today... ...
cya when back...

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am back..at 5pm...
Mummy went for lunch with Godma Sann at Tampines Mall and she went shopping loh!

Anyway...
i finally took my first jab of pneumo jab and first dose of rotavirus oral vaccination...
the oral one was fine...i kept smiling to Dr. Allyson Tan and then....
the jab...ta da!! it was sure nasty...

i shrieked!!!

BUT i was a brave boy...i shrieked for a mere 2 mins... after mummy hush hush...i was fine le...

I have grown again...weighing 6.5kg and measuring 63.5cm...boy...i am a big boy...
Dr. Tan also say I am growing fast...now almost general BBs' size at 4 months...
BUT
i am only barely 2.5mths old... ...

soon i am going to outgrow 'S' size diapers loh...

today's tummy time

i was lying on top of mummy as mummy took the pictures...







Mummy says i am really big boy le...look different and stronger le...
also need more attention from people...
i want to be talked to...
i don't want to be left alone...
i want people to play with me more...

this 2 days i have been a little more fussy than usual...
mummy says i am obviously tired le...but yet refuse to go to sleep...
she had to sleep with me and wait for a long time before i finally sleep...
but once she gets up... ... after say around 20mins, i will wake up too...
i am not able to nap as long as I usually do...like 2 to 3 hours...

why why why?

I went to Mummy's Office!!

had a chance to see how mummy's work place is like...and got to meet so many other uncles & aunties...

auntie samantha, auntie annie carrying me, godma sann, auntie chuitheng...

uncle vyn...this time never make me cry... ;p
auntie wanjun & I...auntie wanjun, thanks for the gift

me in my car seat with godma sann beside...we are going to have lunch with auntie lynn.

"eat photo" auntie lynn carrying me and mummy!!
back to mummy's office...
me, mummy and godma!!
hehe....first time mummy change diaper for me in the car boot woh...
back at home...i slept soundly loh...

Mummy say cannot bring me out le....

now got hand foot mouth disease peak time... better be safe than sorry....

:(

Today ...

My tummy time again!!

Tummy time is good for babies...it makes us stronger and improves our co-ordination.
Spending time on our belly encourages babies to practice reaching and pivoting, skills that are often the precursors to crawling.

but not all babies enjoy tummy time, especially the initial stage..as we have to spend alot more effort to try and keep our head up, fighting against gravity..so we tend to "protest"... BUT we still have to go through it lah..

down on my tummy...
i tried to raise my head...
still the same...

Then after a while of tummy time, mummy placed me on my back again...time to sleep...

Me & my caterpillar...

I am tired le!!! I want to nap nap!!

during my tummy time...

I was "talking"..babbling actually...then mummy decided to film it...

Thats all for today!! I going to have my afternoon nap loh!!

Mummy went KTV without me... :(

Monday 21st April nite, mummy went KTV at Keppel Club with her colleagues without me... :(
she say I am too young to go woh... then when can I go??

Thought I can wear ear plugs/muffler?? haha This mummy ah...went out to play and left me with Gong Gong & Po Po...Erm..daddy's daddy & mummy lah...
after having her fun then she came back to fetch me back home...

Lucky Po Po say I had been a good boy woh... :)

We are one COMPANY!! :O

mummy Lindy miss going out having fun with Godma Sann and the rest!!

Mummy Lindy, Uncle Lester & Godma Sann...

supposed to be a sexy pose shot leh... :/

Supposed to be farnie or ugly shot? BUT godma sann always play mummy out one leh..

Mummy Lindy: 3rd Uncle Lester: 5th Godma Sann: 6th!!

All November babies!! All loyal scorpios!!

Mummy like this photo...but too bad she isnt in it...she's the photographer. ;p

Mummy Lindy, Godma Sann, Auntie Anna, Uncle Fabian, Auntie Sally(whose hand blocking?!!!!) and Uncle James & Lester at the back...
same gang as above plus Uncle Dennis!!
mummy Lindy and Uncle Teo!!! so comical...
Uncle Barry (Ooo..red like lobster) and Mummy Lindy!

Mummy...like very fun leh...can you bring me along next time when I am older?? ;p

CAUTION: LONG BLOG.Mummy Lindy blogging...

I am 26 turning 27 this year... :( only 3 and half years left to 30...Big THREE coming...
and
what have I achieved?

people achieve different objectives at different phases of our life... ...

we want to enjoy our childhood, have good friends and playmates...
we want to complete our studies, find a great job, excel and earn big bucks...
we want to pamper ourselves for all that we have worked hard for...
we want to go out and see the world and gain all the different experiences and cultures...
we want to experience life, find a soulmate who can walk the rest of our life together...
we want to settle down, have a wonderful, cosy home and start family plans...
we want to achieve financial independence and freedom way before retirement...
we want to live happily ever after just like in a fairy tale...
we want to share happiness with everyone else out there and the less fortunate...

sometimes we are fickle-minded, change our minds over some decisions we thought we made...

maybe we want a change?
maybe we want more time?
maybe we want a career switch?
maybe there's more than just earning money?
maybe we want to achieve something out there for personal satisfaction?
maybe there's more we should have done?
maybe we don't want that anymore?

maybe we are not who we are anymore... ...

why does life becomes more complicated as the days goes by?

As I look at Baby Asher, I am getting more convinced that I am really a greedy person... ...

Baby Asher is contented just as long as he...
gets his milk milk on time
gets his diapers changed when they are wet
gets our attention and play with him every now and then
gets his nap and sleep when they are due
and all he does to show his content is his lovingly cute smile that never fails to brighten my day.
and he shows his discontent with his fussy movements, cries and even shrieks at times.

that's just how simple babies are...and that reminded how complicated i am...

?? everything just never seem enough for me...
sometimes i wish i have all the time to do all i want without my loved ones aging...
sometimes i wish mummy isn't 60 this year and can stop aging...
sometimes i wish i can make mummy happier...
sometimes i wish mummy can have a great loving hubby ...
sometimes i wish golden and silver can live as old as i and don't have to leave me one fine day...
sometimes i wish i am really able to play all the dfferent roles in life successfully...

as a student...i still would like to pursue a masters degree...
as mummy's daughter...i want to spend more time with her and my family...
as an employee...for personal career i really want to know how far i can go...
as an entreprenuer...i really wish to see all my ideas become reality...
as a wife...i not only want to fall in love with my hubby, but also to remain in love always
as a lifetime partner...i want to give you all the support you will ever need...
as a home maker...i want to cook well, take care of the home and family well...
as a mummy...i want to give all my attention so that baby Asher will grow to be a happy baby...
as Golden & Silver's mummy...to give them my love and care and more time for them...

as myself... ...

to be able to fulfill the above...
to make more money...
to visit all the places i wanna go...
to learn and master all the stuffs i ever wanted to...
to make time for all my beloved activities...
to make time to share with the troubled or the less fortunate...

24 hours a day, 365 days a year...really doesn't seem enough...
today i miss my having someone around...
i miss having him with me always...
i miss going to the movies with him...
i miss going high tea with him...
i miss travelling with him...
i miss going fishing with him...
i miss my hubby...

20042008 - my first time to orchard

date: 20th April 2008
time: hmm...we spent time together from 12pm to 5pm...
venue: Ngee Ann City, Coca Restaurant and Centrepoint Haagen Daz
occasion: Wai Po's Birthday (actually on 19th April)
guests: Uncle Felix, Aunt Angie, Cousins Jared and Ines, Uncle Vid and Mummy Lindy & BB Asher and WAI PO loh...only Daddy Alvin couldn't make it

we had lunch at Coca Restuarant and i was grouchy when this picture was taken becos I wanted to nap nap mah...

Jared korkor, Ines Jiejie, Aunt Angie with me in her arms...

after we finished the lunch, we went over o Centrepoint Robinsons gai gai... ...and had coffee & ice cream at Haagen Daaz...obviously I can't eat yet...mummy says will give me when I am older next time... :P

Me in Mummy's arms...

more of the photos will be uploaded again when uncle Felix sends mummy the pictures...we didnt have much photos as mummy forgot to charge the camera... :(

and when we went home, I was simply knocked out! After mummy gave me a simple clean up & change of clothes, I slept and slept and mummy got to wake me up for milk milk...

after milk milk, i slept again...until much later i woke up to play for a short while and then sleep again...until 7am this morning... :)

me happily sleeping awayback in my cot...

Wai Po, happy birthday!! Baby Asher and Mummy Lindy love you!

hee!! my first time up at Equinox 69th Storey!!

my first high tea session!!

date: 16th April 2008
time: 1500hrs to 1730hrs
venue: Equinox, Swisshotel, Raffles
occasion: nothing in particular
guests: mummy & wai po ... ... of course mummy pay lah... ... ;p

mummy was extra careful with me when we were in the lift up cos' she was concerned if i would feel uncomfortable with the pressure in my ears while on the way up...
luckily i felt fine..no cries, no fussy movements.

and there we are!!

first shot after i had my milk milk...

closer shot...but i looked away

as mummy and wai po have their food...

in between we took some pictures as i was turning fussy for attention...

with wai po...mummy's mummy...

with my mummy Lindy!!

see...i am so high up!!

we are so high up!!

3 of us, high high up...

then mummy started self-taking photos again...er...actually long time never le...eversince had me...hehe

mummy loved the pink guava juice...

sigh mummy...either see the food or you lah...difficult to have both...don't be greedy...

baby asher was at Equinox, sleeping away finally!
that's why mummy can have time for a "photo self-take" session mah!! :D